I’m starting writing this not entirely knowing where it will end. To say it has been or is being a bizarre and perplexing time is to assume some people aren’t aware or aren’t affected, which is simply not the case. It is this knowledge of our combined vulnerability that makes it hard to put myself…

The first of January 2019 was a difficult day for me and I remember it well. I was feeling very mentally ‘off’ and confused about my life, relationships, self and abilities. It was one of those times where you look to any distraction, something to focus on to distract from the realities of the moment.…